as if nothing had ever happened I went to talk to him. and he treated me like nothing had ever happened, let alone the last weeks. we're fine. we're okay. we're not great but surely as well as we can.
looks like every single detail is finally falling into place, looks like it all is going to work out right this time and I'm fighting to keep it going, to keep it up, I'm not planning to give anything up. not really. I may give it a time like I did before but surely I'm not giving up.
I wish I could feel this good forever. Wish I could be this okay until the very end.